New year! 2024.
Alone! Or Lonely!
Much more like LONELY.
My best friend died.
My sisters under war.
No friend left to speak my heart out to.
I'm physically ill, I'm tired.
I want my loved one by my side.
The Beginning
To watch a movie about the difficulty of being a mom and the hardships and choices she chooses for her kids is something I always find relief and can relate to very much in everyday of my life. although i feel i"m really not doing great as a mom and I'm always not ok from inside but i keep fighting that thing and try to focus on my girls and their needs in such a young age.. I am Bushra , 27 y.o, mother of 2 girls; Luajin (who will be 5 in Aug) and Roqaya ( who will be 3 in Sep). I've became a mom after 3 days of losing my own mom (RIP dear MOM).. So I really feel empty in the time I need some advice from a loving, caring person. Mom is always there when I"m about to do anything. I really wish and hope to be a loving mom as she was to me, although there were lots of gaps between us but she did her best so am I. Motherhood is never and will never be an easy thing you can do with closed eyes and a relaxed mind, it is so stressful but I have to, I must, control mysel...
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